The fever of inconsistency with sleeping. Not insomnia. Just some unnecessary action of staying up all night.
If I am my previous self, I think this is a great thing. but now I am the sad and pathetic person, grieving upon my own failure leading to my second destruction.
I don't know what to do but I pretend I do.
What's going on with the world doesn't seem to affect me in any way but somehow I am affected by my previous self's decision and my current self's action about it.
And here I am, sleepless.
If I am my previous self, I think this is a great thing. but now I am the sad and pathetic person, grieving upon my own failure leading to my second destruction.
I don't know what to do but I pretend I do.
What's going on with the world doesn't seem to affect me in any way but somehow I am affected by my previous self's decision and my current self's action about it.
And here I am, sleepless.
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