The Reason

I've been wondering about why I rarely update my blogs nowadays. Is it because I am too lazy or just tired or just simply don't want to share anymore?

And I've been thinking who would actually notice my absence. Even when I know I don't even care about my presence anyway.

Things have changed. Maybe I changed. But the fact is...





I really don't.

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Madness

Because when you are mad, you can do more stuff than you can imagine.
But most of the time, the not so important stuff that gives you more or less no benefit at all.

But you still do.
It is your madness.

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Relapsing fever

The fever of inconsistency with sleeping. Not insomnia. Just some unnecessary action of staying up all night.

If I am my previous self, I think this is a great thing. but now I am the sad and pathetic person, grieving upon my own failure leading to my second destruction.

I don't know what to do but I pretend I do.

What's going on with the world doesn't seem to affect me in any way but somehow I am affected by my previous self's decision and my current self's action about it.

And here I am, sleepless.

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